sofftwon:

me, feeling skinny / when i see a picture of myself

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notahealthychoice:

literally every chubby, pudgy, fat, and/or overweight girl is adorable except for me

crabby-lobster:

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Has this been done?

minichiminimini:

Mentally preparing to get on the scale after a binge

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minichiminimini:

How I feel trying to trigger myself into a fast

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crumblingedges:

“Summer bodies are made in the winter”

is going to have to be my new mantra because I need to do some r e s t r i c t i n g if I’m going to look like anything other than a wobbly jelly come the warm season. I’ve made myself a list of reasons that’ll make it worth it come the summer:

  • Swim suits.
  • Slender arms in tee-shirts
  • Less sweating
  • Crop tops and no stupid stomach fat to erode away at confidence
  • Not regretting the outfit that looked so perfect in the morning but now feels tight and soul-destroying
  • Not causing the parting of the red sea when jumping in a pool
  • Seeing other slender, skinny people and being able to walk past them with head held high
  • Not having so much body to put suncream on (I burn so easily so this is a big one for me)
  • Clear skin
  • Sipping iced drinks held in perfect, bony hands
  • Going for early-morning runs and being fit enough to enjoy the early-morning sun, rather than being an exhausted, sweaty mess that misses the smaller details in things
  • Being able to hide behind a beach towel to get changed after a swim with a giggle rather than blind terror of something poking out and being visible to other people.
  • Shorts that don’t cut into the thighs while sitting down
  • Ordering light, summery foods rather than heavy winter ones
  • Summer breezes slipping between slender fingers
  • Being light enough for anyone to carry

This is just my list. I do not want to suggest that someone with a body type that is not my ideal shouldn’t enjoy the things that I’ve put on this list; it’s just that I can’t enjoy anything until I have the body I want. And I need something to look forward to.

Feel free to add anything else to this list 💞

stay safe

soybeandream:

Everything is too much.

eemaanuelee:

How can I solve my problems if I am the problem?

alex-is-fragile:

laying in bed alone at night after you’ve had a breakdown is the loneliest place to be